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to hate like this is to be happy forever

by immortal nightbody

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Uh huh I'm a wreck 8th of shrooms and a tab what's next Group sex in a bulletproof vest? Push weight got muscle must flex I don't smoke glass bitch I smoke prism I'mma get off that shit I'm optimistic Drugs and alcohol gotta hold can't resist it Late to my next relapse - can't miss it I'm fucked up and floundering in PC1000 and I can't pass a piss test Emotional distress vodka and cigarettes addicted to women in various states of undress Guess i better start popping niacin next Cos if I Violate this time then I'm sidelined From the city skyline to the bench In the streets floatin' on dopamine Fuck getting sober that's a no for me Stop selling dope that's blasphemy If I get caught that's life, If I die I die alive Fuck getting sober that's a no for me Stop selling dope that's blasphemy If I get caught that's life, If I die I die alive The fentanyl kills The Xanax is fake Molly all dirty The acid is laced This city so toxic The plot's out of place Meanwhile... Charlize Theron clones Lay in a row on an iphone case Faces like vultures we hover over it Like Who's line is it anyway? Who's line is it anyway? In the streets, floatin' on dopamine Fuck getting sober that's a no for me If I get caught that's life, If I die I die alive
2.
Is hate for the state So I hope these ops And cops get sauteed In hellfire flame New plug fly by night Give me co-sign And in no time Flip your whole life Hoing online? Baby that's fine Do you girl Been a stank ass ho My whole asshole life Fuck A Job Tho Fuck A Tax Code I'm A Lumpenprole Zip A Ketamine, I'll take-a two of those Life is obscene oozing gangrene Everybody knows Streets hotter than a crack pipe High flying on my R-Type Shooters shooting but they can't hit On my sweet pea, 7-10 split If your bitch see me then we might click On some old love at first sight shit On some um can I spend the night shit Then I slide in m. bison Hand in glove love tight fit Edward blizzard hands bitch I'm icy Twisted like a pookie on some high speed I don't really want her but I might need her On my way to rehab bitch I might be Steady going crazy cos I don't sleep If you don't do crimes then we not equals Hit me on my line I got this new raw Don't fuck with no people acting normal Don't talk to me if you scared to break laws Chasing American dreams bitch you look dumb To hate like this is to Be happy forever I should change my life But I'm not inclined That's the subtle lie I tell myself
3.
Grief is a demon Who walks in with death And lingers in life and rarely leaves us Can't run from only carry on Like carrion not buried And full of pain not empty Bottles call so tempting In the anger stage don't test me On my timeline reflecting Confusion reigns perfecting The art of a heart in wreckage It's anxiety for breakfast When stress piles up I'm desperate Tell the reaper I got next bitch Up and crying all night I guess at best my soul's alive Got a devil in mind I guess at best my soul's alive Walk around all night I guess at best my soul's alive What's the point of surviving I guess at best the soul's alive
4.
Hedonistic psycho glamour Egotistic not a rapper Dripping party drug distributor Not a rat not a trap nigga Now I'm the captain crunch these numbers Triple 8 hourglass figures Reflected I see shit clearer Karma not a bitch she's a mirror Narcissus in the styx river Cracked in a hundred shivers Silver and exact Silvia Plath You do the math god bring back Bradley Sadly I don't see shit changing Even angels get lost in the manger There's darkness in little lotusland Gotta bet your soul If you play that hand For that Hedonistic psycho glamour You indulge it night by night You escape it shot by shot In the background Of a movie That you've memorized Line by line You indulge it night by night You escape it shot by shot In the background Of a movie you're not in Veni Vidi flevi Just like the levies I see a lot of people But the streets really empty Oppressive Heavy like a death in the family I'm stranded perfectly I fall apart Nigga who planned this Never shoulda came to this place Silly little bitch Get your hand out of my face Just another ghost getting Loaded on the coast Before I get high On my hopes, I should Take them to the pawnshop
5.
You don't understand What's going on You take offense But there's no defense Enough for you Thought I was ready to die until you died Unfortunately for me, I want to breathe Stay alive by the shoreline until my time Can't leave the 12th house without my keys A toxic ass relationship My consciousness and me 5:45 in the West In my Sunday best I'm Kafkaesque Will But No Power What Would Schopenhauer Do If it don't make cents Then make it make sense, baby You're growing old In the morning cold What I've seen Is not the world, I'm Stuck in a cycle Repeating pleasure I'm on a collision course With every stone, I've ever thrown Repeat the karma sewn into my bones Peep your ego solo on the throne Always leaving always coming home Saturn rings icarus wings Moon at twilight ivory like the keys Sure look gracious praying on your knees The thought or the feeling Which one is the real thing The sky isn't falling Bitch that's the ceiling I'm Donatello on my bo Flex off the strength Power courage wisdom Missing the link Spooky action at a distance Existence bitch Drinking water with the fluoride You thirsty in the third eye Stay shady on the bright side Fuck the money nigga take pride Can't ever be no peace in wartime You see the furniture on curbside They out here putting people outside Steady talking shit about a campsite It's about time for another riot Incite You don't understand What's going on But you carry on You should take offense But there's no defense In morning cold
6.
LA be the cage I'm barely aware So of course, I rage To ride into war I bust a peace sign And make a phone call Who hates on the boy When the boy be the man And the man on top Spun out my brain Every street corner Be pop pop pop poppin My head is a void We scheme in the dark And not by light My face be numb I must be a ghost This not my life On the bottom rung Of jacob's ladder What it do Been up 3 days Tryin find my way to you On Figeroua, I Just Left The Plug A 5th of Vodka, All Up In My Blood Do I love you? I don't even know I mean I think so, But I'm at the Club If I don't text back it's cos I'm on the road Do I love you? I don't even know I mean I think so, but I chose the skreets That reminds me: I should reup, I should reup Pretty little thing Sharper than something In my vein I know my role But will not play Must be the drugs Must be the mission To stay paid You live your life I'll dig my grave Bagging the zones digital scale all in my face I'm hypnotized I can't be saved 6:30 in the morning In despair and all alone I disassociate staring At my reflection On Figeroua, I Just Left The Plug A 5th of Vodka, All Up In My Blood Do I love you? I don't even know? I mean I think so, But I'm at the Club If I don't text back it's cos I'm on the road Do I love you? I don't even know? I mean I think so, but I chose the skreets That reminds me: I should reup, I should reup

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released August 13, 2021

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immortal nightbody Los Angeles, California

Immortal Nightbody is a Los Angeles native and rapper, singer, and producer whose work has been glowingly reviewed by Bandcamp Daily and KCRW.com. He combines vintage and modern drum sounds, lofi synth patches, and alt bass riffs with biting commentary contained in witty raps and goth-inflected singing. ... more

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